Hi yall!

If you have brothers or sisters...I just want to tell this to you...love them..love them if they was a part of your world. Sometimes..ya know..they are like monsters or whatever you call them but...remember...they are specials and they are parts of your life.

I dunno why but...when you consider your sister your real mother...its a bit weird. I will explain why I'm telling that.

First, yesterday...I was really sick in the house of my friend. I've checked my face ...its was pale...white..reallllly white...and my lips was blue really blue. My eyes was dilated and I was trembling all over my entire body. I called my mom and she said this.

Me: Mom..can you come to take me ?
Her: WTF!? You can walk to home!
Me: But mom...my head is hurting and I'm really sick like shit!
Her: Just take a fucking taxi! I'm in pyjama and a listen to a film! I don't wanna go out to take you! And...your sister will come after her work!I don't wanna go.
Me: But mom...
Her: Take a taxi!
Me: I hate taxi...I will not go alone in a fucking you fool with my sickness!!!!

I was pissed,,,rreaallly pissed! I wanted to yell at her but I simply shut out the phone because it will be no necessary to yell at her empty head. And, I thought something..maybe my sister will come to take me. I asked her one the phone and she accepted. SHE WAS really UPSET and she come to search me at my friend house. I was really sorry but...she was saying that its normal when your sick, someone will take good care of you. She said me this'' Mother is a piece of shit. Me, I really love you like my sister and when you need something...just ask me! I obligate you...or I will cut your head out!'' . When we were at my house...she look at my mom with big frustrated eyes and she take me in the kitchen to calm me. She was trying to make me feel better with smiles and stupid jokes.

Yeah...Last week, she was saying at her friend that I consider my sister like a mother and SHE is the one who is really upset and take good care of me. Yeah, I consider my poor sister like a mother because she is always act like a mother with me...rolf...xD!

Now, today...I heard about my mom that my sister have a big big virus. She have some problem with sleeping and blablabla but all of her symptoms are about a virus. I was pissed ans chocking. When I saw my sister later at 5 pm, I gave her 6 hugs in a row and I was saying that I was upset. She smiled at me with a gentle look in her tired eyes. '' Thanks sis, I really thank you'' and she gave me a big big hug in return.

*sigh*

My brother..omg...I saw him last week! He...is a ''clone'' of Jared Leto O.O! I was laughing when I saw him xD! He changed really, but again I sens between him and me some emptiness lol o.O Before, he was taking drugs and a lot of streets gang wanted his head. When I knew this, I yell at my father and I was saying that I don't want to have a stupid brother who have no life lol. When he saw me, his smile...was so happy o.O! Omg..I was afraid of him. My dad obligated me to see him because he didn't want some wars between the family again lol .

Her you know what...my cats are...NAKED! XD!


My dear Clubies!



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If you save one, you kill one''